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Feb. 9th, 2007 01:19 pmI seem to have fallen into a mental circular rut. The process goes like so:
1. I am a horrible person. I take up space, waste the resources of others, and produce nothing
2. I feel awful because I am a horrible person. My life sucks.
3. That's not right. I have a great life. So many people have it worse than me.
4. The world has a bunch of horrible things in it.
5. I should look at them, because only bad people close their eyes to the world.
6. I don't want to look at them because they are depressing.
6. Go to 1.
The problem is evident. I hate depression spells. *goes to pick out birthday present for Mom*
1. I am a horrible person. I take up space, waste the resources of others, and produce nothing
2. I feel awful because I am a horrible person. My life sucks.
3. That's not right. I have a great life. So many people have it worse than me.
4. The world has a bunch of horrible things in it.
5. I should look at them, because only bad people close their eyes to the world.
6. I don't want to look at them because they are depressing.
6. Go to 1.
The problem is evident. I hate depression spells. *goes to pick out birthday present for Mom*
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Date: 2007-02-12 04:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-12 05:00 am (UTC)So who are you, anyway?
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Date: 2007-02-12 05:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-12 05:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-12 05:08 am (UTC)Still. Don't worry about depression. It passes. :D
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Date: 2007-02-12 05:11 am (UTC)Eh, a little porn might help. *searches*
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Date: 2007-02-12 05:14 am (UTC)Porn is proof God loves us and wants us to be happy.
And trust me, I know how you feel. The trick is to stay alive just one more day. It's like a zombie movie only not as much fun.
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Date: 2007-02-12 05:18 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-02-12 06:43 pm (UTC)And good analogy.