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[seiberwing]

I really hate these days.

They're usually beautiful days that I spend inside for one reason or another, mostly because I don't want to go outside my room. I do homework and get distracted, every creative work turns to ash(see? Bad metaphor) and is deleted, every little embarrassing thing I do makes me want to crawl under the covers and never come out again or touch the internet. I hate it, but it just happens on some days. Every once in a while it'll even get me crying and then I feel even stupider.

Maybe I should go for a walk or something.

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[dunmurderin.livejournal.com]

I hate those days too. They drive me nuts, because I know I have a bunch of stuff I want to work on (fics, plastic canvas projects, books to read, etc.) and a bunch of stuff I should be working on (mostly cleaning the apartment) and I end up getting none of them done and find myself checking the same 5 websites over and over and over again in hopes that something new and entertaining will pop up. Or I do something that may or may not be actually dumb but that feels dumb and sit in a tight little ball of self-consciousness and wonder why they ever let me out of the house.

Luckily, it doesn't happen all the time and I've noticed in my case it seems to happen when I'm in something of a rut. Doing something new and different helps shake the cobwebs out of my brain and gets me feeling almost human again. So yeah, you might want to take that walk and get some fresh air and (hopefully) sunshine.

But remember this: those moments do pass and things, if not get better, will at least change into something not as bad.

Dun.

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[seiberwing.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's it exactly. People in my hall are going to see a movie, so maybe going with them will help.

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[dunmurderin.livejournal.com]

A break in the routine just might be the thing you need. Me and Amy are going to Columbus on Thursday to try and shake things up a bit here.

Keep yer stick on the ice,

Dun,
who really does think Red Green (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Red_Green_Show) is Wheeljack in human form.

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[seiberwing.livejournal.com]

That's my biggest problem: getting out more often.

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[dunmurderin.livejournal.com]

Same here. We're either at work or getting ready to go to work most days.

Dun.

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[seiberwing.livejournal.com]

Me, it's too tempting to sit around with my laptop all day.

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[beckyh2112.livejournal.com]

Way, way too tempting.

Of course, I'll probably spend about the next week to a month recovering from D*C, but after that, I will once more need to push myself to get out and do things, hang out with my roommate, do something besides vegetate in front of my computer.