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Feb. 9th, 2007 01:19 pmI seem to have fallen into a mental circular rut. The process goes like so:
1. I am a horrible person. I take up space, waste the resources of others, and produce nothing
2. I feel awful because I am a horrible person. My life sucks.
3. That's not right. I have a great life. So many people have it worse than me.
4. The world has a bunch of horrible things in it.
5. I should look at them, because only bad people close their eyes to the world.
6. I don't want to look at them because they are depressing.
6. Go to 1.
The problem is evident. I hate depression spells. *goes to pick out birthday present for Mom*
1. I am a horrible person. I take up space, waste the resources of others, and produce nothing
2. I feel awful because I am a horrible person. My life sucks.
3. That's not right. I have a great life. So many people have it worse than me.
4. The world has a bunch of horrible things in it.
5. I should look at them, because only bad people close their eyes to the world.
6. I don't want to look at them because they are depressing.
6. Go to 1.
The problem is evident. I hate depression spells. *goes to pick out birthday present for Mom*
