They've got rubbing alcohol at Rocky's, so where are the razors?

I'm starting to wonder whether I should pick up some mildly harmful habit like banging my head into the wall until I bleed or some other form of low level flesh rending. Can't be too damaging, of course, I need to still be able to walk and type and think properly and my pain tolerance is limited, but I just need something to take the edge off. Y'know?

...maybe I should see one of the school therapists. Either my bipolar's getting worse or there's something wrong with me.

EDIT: Figures I get people on my case. *grumbles* Jesus Christ, people, do I look like the suicidal type?