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You guys remember Susan from my last post, the one with cancer?

She went into the hospital today, got put on hospice care. Mom says it'll be two or three days at the most now. She spoke to Susan on the phone and Susan said, "I'm going."

I really am not sure what to think about. It's one thing when the grampa you barely knew has a heart attack a state away, and this is quite another thing. It's...weird is the best word I think of. Kinda scary too. It's pretty rare that I cry over something sad outside of certain movies, but this just went "Wham!" right in my chest and I teared up a little. Am I even making any sense now?

Anyway, so that's that. And I find it a bit strange that I did that poem just a day before she went into the hospital. Creepy.